self control

i have not blogged in a while. which isn't good. but tonight i am blogging about self control. for me it is something really need to work on. i have some situations where i handle muself horriblely. but recently i was put in another one of these situations. i had to pray and think to myself "should i fiight back or just be the bigger person and wal away" it took me awhile to realize that if i fight back then i wouldn't be any better thanthe other person. and i would have to live with that. so in the end at that moment God had said "hannah don't do it just let it go" so i did. and everyday he is teaching me that i have a choice. that we determine the out come of any situation. and that is exactly what i did. i determined my outcome and i get too say that everyday. also if you don't have self control you don't have yourself. if you understand what i am saying. i was not who i was until that moment when i controlled the outcome. so in the end God taught me that self conrol is what i needed to find myself. and i am on my way to that.