putting him before myself and my friends

I have recently been told I should spend more time with god and not put him aside. Which partly I totally agree with that person. But then again I love and spend a lot of time with him. But i know I spend a lot of time with him. Also my friends tell me that I should be more holy and I should be sometimes. I just feel like people don't really know me inside and out. People like my family at church and home tell me I am beautiful inside and out. But I feel like me talking to god he doesn't tell me that. I love him to death like really but I lose faith that he is with me no matter how much time I spend with him. It's just people think that I am not a Christian like person because they don't see me spend that time with him. I just want people to know I am learning to the best of my ability. I need them to see that. Please look deeper and see how much I love him.

learning how to love the right way

God has been teaching me how to love my parents and my family all together. I used to be so rude to everyone in my family and now god is working through me. He is giving challenges everyday on how to love on people and I have failed a lot and succeeded a lot too. I try my very hardest to spend time loving on him. I have brought myself to take one-two things out of my schedule everyday for him. I think personally that without me taking time out of my schedule I wouldn't be at the place with god that I am now. He taught me how to love on him my family and people at my school and at my church. I thank him everyday for the life he has let have.